Sunday, February 12, 2006
after reading wy's blog... lots of gan chu... i dunno if i made the right decision to reveal wat i was upset about during e past weeks.. suddenly felt like a bad person...

realised, how fragile frenship can be.. at a moment, whn things are at peaks and it can't be more fun, warmth, nice and wonderful.. but jus the next, things start to topple.. how nice and frenly things used to be... but it just simply slipped away.. jus like tat... =) but no matter what happens, we just gotta stay strong and move on! becuz, we dun live and wait, for ppl to be there for us, den make us feel stronger.. instead, we make ourselves feel stronger, and be there for others.. and despite being e sad one, happiness overwhelms whn u manage to bring a smile to others.. so dun cry.. dun be sad.. u noe somewhere out thr, someone nids u.. perhaps, we don't see each other everyday, perhaps, thr's no keeping-in-touch now, perhaps communication has a wall ard it.. but i reali shdn care whether u are here for mi anot.. more imptly, i wanto be there for u.. its supposed to be like tat! yeah..

things weren't that simple... like whn we were young.. i dun friend u; u don't friend mi.. haha.. but we are constantly guessing tots of others.. and i'm quite tired of it le.. so why nt let others speak their mind whn they wish to, and not force things.. tats wat kk told mi.. he's learnt, to not force ppl to say... whn u feel like saying, u will say it right? =) but i noe, the assurance is always thr.. so... lets all not kou bu dui xin... heex..(honestly ar, i guess all this are jus written on impulse, mi myself won't even be able to do tat all...but i'm still trying.. )

this is: to all my friends out there... whom i feel sth towards.. i just want to be a friend.. =)
                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 1:30 PM

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