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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
- a day of mixed feelings -

many tots for today... a heavy heart, filled with many many emotions and tots.. mostly unhappie ones.. but i dunno wat kept me thinking about them.. jus can't put a stop to it.. aniwae, feeling lost for almost the whole day.. studied alone in the reading room.. freezing myself for not bringing jacket.. i deserved it... din wanto bring cuz i'm already holding a heavy accounting text.. nvm..

wanted to leave the room, but i dunno whr i shd go.. no one to lunch with me... in the end, decided, call kengchuan..msg meilan... din pick up, din reply.. finally, left reading room and aheaded towards the canteen.. intended to jus sit at e top of e canteen myself.. at least thr wasn't that cold... as i was strolling towards it, heard someone calling my name.. thank god.. it was kc... *phew* lucky i met him... so had lunch tgt.. meilan joined us shortly.. =) things were fine..

seriously, i've been thinking and thinking and thinking... seemed like, every second which allowed my mind to wander, i'll just think of a solution.. what should i do... n guess it was tis thinking process, that made mi quite sian for the day... lost too... finally during lecture, i was feeling much beta.... suddenly got tis " xiang tong le" feeling! haha... i simply changed mode immediately.. tone and attitude changed! haha... became super enthu, hyper, dunno wat... wat happened? haha... i had no idea.. just suddenly feel that, i should be like this.. and not bother myself with matters that i'll never have answers... =) suddenly feel like eating da can!! (big meal).. msg joyjoy but she doesn't wanto eat Swensens.. i treat she oso dun wan.... haiz.. msg yk, who lives just next door jp.. he got dinner at home liaoz.. haha i just wanted to treat somebody... just wanted to eat Swensens... just the sudden urge.. haha.. but since no one go with me, den nvm la.. save up the money then... weird mi rite...heex.. its okie!

i'm ok! yeah~ managed to finish my accounting tutorial @ gekpoh Mac... hmmm but still have many undone stuff... reached home.. now, i finished browsing thru acc lect stuff and acc proj for tml... left econs lect stuff! =D yeah... after tis can orh orh zzz le... =p jiayou!!

looking 4wd to our kbox session, blood-donating session, and many talk cock sessions! =)

looking 4wd to forever smiley days...

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 2:33 AM
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