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Friday, February 03, 2006
- from the bottom of my heart -

*smiles*

we chatted for a while on MSN! =) so glad.. at least we realireali sounded normal.. and no one was hiding anything... no fear of saying the wrong thing.. we jus chatted like in the past.. though it was a short one.. but it's already enuf... at least, i realise the frenship isn't totally lost... hoping to find it back someday.. and seems like, today, we took a step tgt! =) even whn she asked, who took cyber security with me... initially i was holding back, wondering how should i phrase it, to not make her feel ** .. but in the end, i jus said.. "shaun, wy, kk, n mi !" yupz.. her reply.. " happie taking cyber then.. + + " yupz.. it doesn't seem to me as a very hostile, or a change in emotions or wat.. at least, after that, we still managed to chat a lil' more... seriously, i couldn't ask for more... chats were fine, not cold, not one-worded replies, not harsh... i'm reali thankful..

told shaun, its been a long time since we took photos together... yeah he agreed too... she changed her display pic to our group photo taken today... she added, " i like tis pic".. =) somehow, jus feel beta, compared to past deep feelings.. it was like a change.. though we might not have spoken a lot during the celebration.. at least there weren't signs of rejection.. at least, she could smile happily and celebrate with us... for now, this is good enuf... and i simply wish, for her to be happie, and smiley.. =)

*may all dreams & wishes come true*

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 2:55 AM
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