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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
- u are evil -

as usual.. the thinking a lot mi is deep in thoughts again... reali hate tat mi who thinks soooo much... but i just can't help it... can i for once, not think about others... can i for once, not bother abt how others feel.. can i for once be selfish.. or have i always been very selfish... sometimes, revealing too much, being that truthful.. isn't a good thing... u just hafta keep thinking how others will judge u... but y shd u bother abt them? but if we dun, we are selfish.. by onli caring abt ourselves and not others... but i guess, opinions do matter a lot to mi... reali reali dun wan to live in guilt forever... but.. neither do i wan to always ask myself, "am i very bad?" but... good and bad are just a line difference.. n i dunno how to differentiate... last time, i used to think tat by obliging others, seeing them happie and satisfied, u'll naturally feel the joy too... cuz u aided in tat satisfaction and happiness.. but... i realise it isn't always right... i reali reali reali was feeling sooo much not to obliged.. cuz i somehow "tot too much" and could foresee wats coming... din wan tat... but... the questions abt "am i very bad?" comes into the picture... omigod.... when is tis ever going to end... sorry for creating such a big headache.. for u and mi.. sorry... i'm sick of tis... just received an 'unrequitted concern' msg... hate tat feeling of being so redundant.. perhaps i am.. redundant...

my onli pillar of support... jus one left.. reali hope it supports mi till at least after the exams.. =) take care...

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 5:52 PM
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