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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
- the hidden meanings -

hmmm i guess its time that i should stop thinking about what others are thinking... the word is "second-guessing". the first time i'd seen tis was in wt's msg to mi... haha and i seriously din noe wat it meant.. obviously, i've always been doing it... heex.

dunno. feeling tired to always hafta worry what others might feel or think after wat u've said or done... as long as its not conscience-pricking, its good enuf isn't it? like as if we will do any of that sort... so lets cross that out.. i just feel tat, as good friends, why do we hafta refrain speaking... why do we hafta fear... wat are we afraid of... i tot friends should be understanding.. and if i'm uds-ing towards u, u shd be uds-ing towards mi too... hmm tis is wat i tot la... though its not always the case... i jus dun wan to always hafta fear of watever i say, will lead to watever 'possible' unhappiness or bu-shuang-ness... if tats the case, the word 'friends' has lost its meaning.

tired.tired..tired...

mummy always say... you owe no one an obligation... and you are not obliged to make any one happy... of cuz, if its your friends, u would want to see them happie... but, not to the extent u make urself unhappie... tats becuz we can never satisfy EVERYBODY.. in the past, i used to go all way out for frens, no matter how tired.. just felt that it was worth and seeing them happie, makes mi happie too... but now, tots are different... perhaps as we grow older... matters get less complicated... ppl ard us become more mature... jasmine, u should grow up. =)

wow... feel so much beta sorting out thoughts... i wonder if i'd go back to my same usual self after a couple of days.. haha... but at least for now, i do think this way. =) -wish mi luck-

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 12:25 AM
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