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Saturday, July 15, 2006
- nothing ever changes -

hmm... things just feel different... how come i onli realised it now.. but i hafta agree with u.. there's reali a sacrifice.. and i dun like tat... i'm still learning.. how to handle, how to manage..

honestly, i've tot of it before... if things had gone back to before.. will it be beta? i noe its super bad for mi to tink tis way... but.. i seriously dun like big changes... changes to my life... my surroundings... indeed i find it difficult to adapt..

aniwae, today's freshies' day... meet-the-freshies-session.. ha.. hmm i dunno how to define it... can't say i reali enjoyed myself.. cuz i'm not reali tat enthu kind of person.. but... overall it was memorable ba.. jus reminds mi of us last time... but oso reminds mi of the lonely feeling i had.... camps.. ppl.. cliques.. ppl seem to form their new groups... and its a lil' hard to get in anymore... had super big headache thru-out the whole thing.. but i jus beared with it.. until we left for the foodcourt at marina.. sat down and had fruits.. den felt beta a lil'... guess it was the heat... everyone was suffering from heatstroke i guess... talked to yk whn we were sitting at marina... guess he noes wat i'm tinking... feeling... he jus gave mi a pat.. and told mi he's with mi.. i was comforted... upset den.. but was comforted... thanks....lonely fuzzy monster.. please go away...

overall, today was a good day... at least till the end of the day, i was happie... and thr' weren't any hiccups between us.. i'm thankful... and i reali reali hope things go on this way...

jiayou miya...

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 10:48 PM
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