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Sunday, October 15, 2006
- runaway part II-

haf been thinking alot, tearing alot, hurting alot, laughing alot... everything's alot.. so wat's little? i guess its the free time...

jus like wat allan mentioned... i jus feel like goin abroad for those 5-6 months and stay by myself.. or at least make some new friends... be in a new environment.. learn... face everyth myself.. how cool... hmmm but can't.. too much commitments.. and i guess, i jus dun hafta the courage to face everything whn i come back (if i reali were to go)

aniwae, it reali brought me thinking.. wat i wan in future... wat we wan in future... do we even haf a future? we were happily looking/flipping thru ikea catalogue tat day... visualising our future home.. wat furniture... issit going to be a super metalic feel? or wooden cottage type? white doors? or transparent? Flat sinks? or those "bowl-shaped"? hmmm but u never noe, whn the moment comes, we could be in heated arguments, internal bleeding, and scars jus formed on top of each other... wat about a happie outing? which ends up nowhere again...sometimes jus wish to take a break, get away from all these daily hassles, freeze my tots, go abroad, walk ard those carefree streets, or enjoy sea breezes.. its not tat easy u noe.

trying hard to tink positive... smile! tats wat i tell myself... and i wana tell all who's not having a good day.. lift the corners of ur mouth upwards!-adapted from roomie.. jus 1more month... and exams will be over... in fact abt 5weeks... i try to leave everything till after exams... i wan my best friends... where are dem.. ok shut. jus smile.

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 6:59 PM
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