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Thursday, January 11, 2007
- gossips -

gosh.. i just had diarrhoea... wah... it muz be the baked fish i just ate < half an hour ago... to tink i even craved for it... humph.

mixed feelings now. angry or upset? dunno... but i do noe.. gossips can reali kill.. hate ppl askin mi questions that catch mi by surprise (in the bad sense)... and i had to be dumbfounded... cuz i reali dunno how to explain... n i guess i said stuff which i shdn't haf said... cuz dey can be too easily interpreted (or perhaps twisted) by others... oh no... reali dunno wat's gonna happen next... perhaps ** meant well.. but jus can't help feeling i-dunno-wat... i tot ** would uds or at least will not put mi in such a situation... but i guess i was wrong... previously ^^ commented that ** wasn't that simple minded... much more complicated.. and i still defended ** sayin i tot ** was very simple... but oh gosh... i din noe how to explain to ** jus now... simply insisting on those facts the person tink is rite... forgive mi but i can't reveal the initials.. dun mean to bad mouth.. but it reali made mi felt damn lousy... *disappointed*

so wat am i supposed to do now? not do anythin till gossip subsides? or? ignore? i would usually choose to ignore... but it seems to frequent... and somebody isn't even helping to reduce it... arghhh... wana strangle that somebody!!!!

gimme a break man...

aniwae, hope u guys like the new blog skin.. acty i prefer having it with everyth on one page... dun hafta click click to get to the different pgs.. bt nvm wait till i find sth beta... =) and whn i'm free i'll upload photos of my blading trip, 4/3 gathering, and taiwan!! the blog looks soo empty without pix..

tml's 205.. my most dreaded module tis sem... but yes! open heart.... i noe i noe... tml's another chance to prove to myself i CAN DO IT!!! just do my part and tats it... so wat if i haf nth to say.. nvm! i'll jus contribute as and whn i can, the rest of the time, listen to tutor lor.. not supposed to talk aniwae! so SHH! =)

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 6:04 PM
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