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Thursday, February 22, 2007
- i suck! -

am i reali tat bad...

haiz. getting more and more unreasonable as each day passes.. get angry for nth.. but wait.. its not for nth kays... but i guess after i cooled down.. i can reali tink logically. yupz. i REALLY like to infer alot... from plain simple things i can actually infer the details. i admire myself. pui.

ok.. seems like a bad person again... arghhh... don't like that feeling.... ppl giving in to u, and makes mi feel guilty...and even more angry.. like obviously i'm the one at fault yet ur giving in... arghh... but.. was reali quite affected by the things commented... huh.. i tot i was supposed to complain.... but ended up getting shoot for nth.. so wat if i'm like that... tats mi ok... take it or leave it... isn't tis jus mi... ya i'm stubborn... but seriously,, ur blurness and always-not-knowing-what-on-earth-happened attitude sometimes reali make mi feel so bad... haiz... wake up jasmine ng... not everybody is so kind enuf to let u throw ur tantrums... please treasure...

but somehow, it made mi felt so lousy about myself... am i reali tat bad... a question i'll keep shooting at myself.... wats next? feel sad. u know the kind of feeling? knowing that you are in the wrong, but others just try to give in to you.. and you yourself know you are at fault... you feel even more angry... like this person is so fake.. why are u giving in to me... ok i think this is the JASMINE-ONLY kind of tot... onli mi capable of thinking such.. i suck... just shoot mi in the head...

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 6:25 PM
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