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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
- its all changed. -

yest.. went all the way down to raffles place, jus to wait for him after his interview.. it was meant to be a surprise.. but i din see a soul of him at all..

couldn't wake up in time to meet him go down... so i jus rushed down and reached at 1030.. had mkting proj at 2... and haha i went home too late the other nite.. can't do any work... so had to rush my mkting slides... brought lappie along with mi... sat at pacific coffee to do my work while waiting... waiting... waiting...

he had plans already... cuz he din expected mi to come down... yet he wasn't even at all happie or surprise... just some 'orh'.. and said he's not meeting mi... i din reali felt very sad as i tot i would be... am i already numb? or was it not serious enuf for mi to be sad... but i guess the saddest part of the day comes whn, after proj and stuff ended... mi wandering alone in jp..asking him if he want to meet mi... and a straight 'no' came out of his mouth... the 'harsh' msg... it was disappointing in all... sorry i post tis entry... its not to bad mouth ppl...reali... but i jus feel like blogging hw i feel rite now...regardless of anyth... its all sum up... disappointing...

never expected another rs to turn out tis way... never expected the same kind of feeling he's making mi feel... words can be so easily spoken... n dey can never be taken back... i'm tired of crying... or crying makes mi tired... both ways... i hate crying now...

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 10:31 AM
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