school is starting in 4 hours time.. n till now, i can't find the motivation to study... i can't say school sucks.. cuz it isn't school tats sucky.. i guess its mi.
a song i've been listening lately... by tank.. nice.. u noe i dun listen to lyrics de.. so jus the melody itself can make mi think alot.. haha.. tats mi.. the thinker.
realise i've tonnes to complete and i haven done a single thing since the past few days... its cny.. and its STILL cny... but i've unfinishable stuff to do.. esp projects... and u noe why projects are even worse.. becuz u haf the obligation to do it... cannot slack.. otherwise ur called a free-rider.. tats how materialistic tis society is... whr are the frenly frenly group mates? those whom u call 'friends', and look out ur back for u.. nah.. no longer... in uni, ppl fight for grades, ppl jus wana get over and done with the projs.. yeaps i dun haf slacker groupmates.. neither any attitude ones who keep insisting dey're right... nopez.. lucky? hmm how about ppl u noe u'll never call them 'friends'? nvm. BEYOURSELFsays lebz feel like goin back to my hole.. stay in thr.. nuah inside... and not care about any other else.. things are starting to go alil' smooth between us.. but i'm scared.. i wonder how far can we still push... is thr goin to be a limit, or will it be forever? i dunno. jus that "scared" feeling.. u understand? i want to live for myself... not anyone else.. please be yourself jasmine..
ok. perhaps off-touch from school too long.. tats why gettin a lil' emo cuz i miss the routine school life and friends.. perhaps seeing them in... hmm 3 and a half hour's time i'll feel beta!
tell mi take care. =)
Written @ 9:41 AM
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