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Saturday, March 24, 2007
- a long long time not here -

on..
offf..
on..
offf...

sometimes it reali got mee confused.. whn am i reali in one rs, or am i not? why can't i get to enjoy one... haha... but who's to blame.. myself.

stop asking stupid questions tat can never be answered.. other than by myself.. bcuz ppl simply like to push the blame... and shirk responsibility.. and say its not my fault.. what should i do.. i never intended for things to turn out tis way.. so wat.. didn't it still happen? haha... n the onli thing one knows wat to do, is to sit and cry. and do nth about it. perhaps i reali tried doing sth.. but ultimately, its the outcome that matters.. and the outcome is.. thr's still no solution.

a 21st birthday ended happily,and it was supposed to start happily... but somehow the crossover didn't make any difference to my life, other than being able to watch R21 shows and can get a supplementary credit card.. yupz.. nothing.. in anyway, i tot a birthday wish would realise.. wishes should even be more accurate on the birthday isn't it? but it didnt... it didn't... till now, i'm still stuck in tis limbo whr i dunno wat's gonna happen next.. wats next? says miya.. how much droplets must it cost, to make mi wake up and do sth? no idea.. but i just don't want to make ppl ard mi miserable.. shall i be a nun? stupid. i seriously don't like the ME now.. i dun like...

anyway, pals, photos photos will be up sooner or later... but not so soon oso... u shd noe why.. haha.. but please await kays... well, tis is mi in my new haircut.. jus had the urge to get a trim.. so yupz.. but its not the fringe thats different k... its the back.. but ur will see it whn u get to see mi.. not too bad afterall.. =)



                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 8:44 PM
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