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this shows how hardworking and frustrated i can get at work..and this is the result (or rather, process) of trying to complete two reports with datelines on tues and wed.. (with a presentation).. not complaining ok... yes i complained enuf last week... so its time i make a fresh start and thank god for putting me through these to make me realise i really should start organising myself and doing things fast instead of taking my own sweet time..
so what if i'm given a project which i'm not familiar on? rather than a topic i'm beta at? this is even beta! helps me understand sth i dun, and maintain whatever i'm beta at... kill two birds with one stone! =D
and the inspirational thingy i wanted to talk about is, about future paths... future careers... mummy asked me wat i'm going to do after i graduate... i told her, i shd be following the usual traditional path, which is to go into big4.. after attending that harrison assessment talk last wed, it just daunt upon me, that i shd really start thinking what i want... i noe audit is definitely not going to be my lifelong job... or rather, i noe my interests, and my character doesn't lie here... but the things i wana do are all so irrealistic... but to tiink about it, i never really put in effort to find out how to get there... plain building castles is no use man.. i wana learn lots and lots of things...
1. webpage designing-- how to really professionally do up webpages?
2. Make-up artist -- though i don't really put make-up, but i like to dress ppl up.. make them preeettyy.. i get excited whn my sis ask me for help in dressing how up, how to make her hair and stuff... i realise i like to do it.. but, no chance...i'm not SKILFUL at it..
3. IT stuff like adobe photoshop? i think it comes in handy with web designing... all those html stuff too... i tot of goin to take real courses on these..
4. Baking la, Cooking la, Handicrafts la, Fashion designing la... alot alot...
so many so many... how many of them can i have a career in? haiz.. i still thought of continuing my piano lessons and start on driving... so many so many... but i really have to get myself set on sth and start... its not just saying u noe...
time-wise, i guess if i were to manage my time properly, these extra-curricular stuff are possible... but then comes the second problem... my attention span... will u support me? support is one thing,, making sure i've enuf time allocated is another... and that would imply.... i damn tired Me. but, if everything goes well, it'll be a damn tired but HAPPY Me! =)
speaking of reality, the clock has struck twelve and its time for fantasizing me to get back to my NTU chores... nope not chores.. i enjoy learning!
ps: perhaps my career paths could include freelancing. ha. =)