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Friday, October 12, 2007
amazingly, i can always sleep so well after a night of rainpour.. to the extent i really hope not to wake up.. tired..


another friday.. was expecting a nice friday this week, but some things happened which threw me into deep thoughts again.. so friday isn't a rest day exactly, thoughtful day? *plain smiles*


all the future talks and career paths are really freaking me out.. not looking forward to working life at all.. working life means more and more choices.. more and more decisions to make.. an indecisive me hates making decisions. is it possible to not work, but earn money? in my dreams..


double thoughts, double opinions.. sometimes, i feel like i'm backstabbing myself.. is it better to just have one set of opinions and stick to it, or think of both sides? i thought it was the latter.. but i realised it is more tiring if you do not know how to handle it well.. and that's me, always not knowing how to handle things well enough.. i'm starting to doubt my management skills, about my life.. how can i entrust myself in running my own life? i guess i'll just ruined it one day... can mummy run it for me.. i'm tired of having mindsets, tired of having views on certain issues.. i know i'm so being 逃避现实.. can i just insist my own? i guess, when you always try to insist, or stick to your stand, sometimes, one or two will get hurt by it.. the dilemma comes in when you want to standby your principles but you do not want anyone to get hurt by it.. Weigh the importance? haha. it's really easier said than done. at the same time, you start to doubt, whether your stand is really correct.. these confusing thoughts are really drowning me..


really want to go exchange next sem..

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 9:41 AM
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