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Saturday, January 05, 2008
went for my very first bbdc lesson yesterday.. funnily, even though it was merely theory lessons, but it marks the start of my driving learning! wow was quite intimidated by the final driving tests now.. it seems like every single mistake or mistakes-that-don't seem-very-like-mistakes can result in deduction of points! so i just kept hearing him say " unnecessary stopping - 2 points, too slow - another 2 points, too fast - 2 points, left turn into wrong lane - 2 points, wah lidat oso can.. i'm beginning to think that driving isn't that easy afterall..
clever me signed up for 2 theory lessons in one shot, each lasting for 100 mins.. so i practically stayed in the driving centre from 4 to 8pm.. super tired...
jus wana say a special thank you..many things happened recently, and they all came together.. but one has been settled, one will be settled soon, two, i dunno when can i settle them..
i went for the cremation ceremony of geri's dad yesterday as well.. it was quite a last min decision, but i still went ahead.. but i couldn't make it for the funeral, so i cabbed down to mandai instead.. kc msg me they were still on the way whn i reached.. so i patiently waited outside.. was feeling rather nervous acty, whn kc said that geri will be arriving first tgt with the van.. he added in a ltr msg, that the 1000 cranes were on top of the coffin.. i'm not sure to smile or feel sad.. she arrived shortly after.. she was quite shock to see me standing there.. and i'm oso not sure what i was really supposed to do.. to talk to her? or is she supposed to handle some stuff so don't disturb her? or i shdn't say anyth? i dunno.. but my legs jus drew me towards her, i gave her a smile, and hugged her, telling her to take care.. i know this wasn't the correct emotion, but i just suddenly feel so happy.. happy that i could hug her and tell her to take care personally, happy that she would talk to me.. and that i could talk to her, without feeling any other negative things inside.. we stood and watch the coffin being handled and delivered onto the pushing machine. suddenly she turned and said to me, "i know u made most of the cranes that kc passed to me.. " i was stunned... didn't know how to react.. jus smiled.. i walked her into the service hall, helped her remove the pin on her left sleeve, accompanied her to her seat at the front row.. shortly after, her mum came, so i went to the last row to wait for kc..
i'm glad the ceremony was over, but i'm worried for my fren.. i've been praying a lot, wishing for a lot.. wishing that all these unhappiness would quickly fade away, and let the happy ones take over..
Written @ 12:44 PM
