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Sunday, February 10, 2008
my whole family's out and i'm alone at home.. chose to stay home, cuz they were going IMM to have dinner.. and i just didn't want to go there.. we went there the previous weekend, and i had to hold my tears back umpteen times, becuz of the place.. so, decided not to take the risk and stay at home.. but now that i'm home alone, i'm afraid of being alone as well..

i'm really much better le.. didn't think about it as much compared to the beginning.. it's goin to be a month.. fast? or slow... i dunno.. but i miss him..

trying my best to get myself back in shape.. not wanting to worry my family nor friends.. sometimes, the tears jus come down so randomly.. the thoughts can be so sudden.. out of nowhere.. but i'm learning to 哭过就算.. yupz.

this year's cny is rather different.. new year visits involving my tutorial clique... glad that wy's part of us as well.. happy that she knows every one of them.. happy to know, she's happy in our company.. =) different becuz thr's no visiting to his place.. i rmb, the cny of last year, we were on a cooling-off basis whn i went over.. out of courtesy and respect, to his house.. but we broke the ice in the end at his house, and everyth went on fine for the day.. yupz.

while they came over yesterday, i kept all his photographs which i had in frames.. hid them behind other frames.. but while dey were exploring the study room, i accidentally saw the magnet on the whiteboard behind my seat.. with our photo in it.. i simply missed that one.. its still behind now.. becuz its behind, so i dun really get to see it acty.. so guess its ok..

school's gonna resume tml.. cannot slack anymore.. but i seem to develop this mentality.. and that is, to study hard and play hard as well... shall go out and shop shop whnever i can, relax by exercising regularly and even kboxing regularly i dun mind.. *as suggested by wy*

really hope to know how's he doing, his everything, his updates.. but most importantly, he's happy the way he is now.. take care ok.. i prayed for u for the new year.. hoping that everything will go fine for you and that you will find your happiness.. take care.. *huggies*

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 7:36 PM
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