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Tuesday, September 09, 2008
for the first time i'm off so early.. reaching my house area when the sky is still bright... though for the past one week, we've been told to leave at 7pm.. but after dilly-dallying, we still left ard 730 plus plus.. still, i'm glad that we are almost finishing.. and guess what, to my colleagues, it probably means bad news, but to me, i'm happy!! might be pulling out next week --> which means back in office!!! heee shall keep the bad news to myself ya p&c =D
aniwae, have been longing to post pics up here but i really haven got time to go thru my photos.. my grad trip -- dating back to may, my penang trip -- in jun/jul, my convocation big day on the 22nd jul, and convocation ball on 26th! so many so many pics to share alamak.. I WANT TO UPLOAD THEM!!!
haiyo... 8 weeks into this job... been having mixed feelings... first of all, the kind of fear and anxiety in me whn i first started out.. thinking twice, thrice, many many times of whether this job is really my cup of tea.. then having nice a2s telling me about the job and what shitty things i might face in future, but how to face them strongly, how to give myself more time.. especially mondays, after losing touch with work over weekends, i'll just tend to have these scary feelings.. but over the week it just got better.. so its like a cycle..
my senior seemed to be in a better mood after coming back from her one-week leave.. she's always smiley.. makes her more approachable and less intimidating than before.. haha.. but unfortunately, client's side isn't giving us an easy time.. especially this week and onwards... haiz.
i look forward to myself not working, not working as in not unemployed, but rather by choice, which i kept thinking it would be splendid! living off ur parents or ur future husband.. staying at home whole day to watch vcds, going out shopping.. but then again, i dun wan this kind of life either.. i want to put my knowledge to use, spend my time wisely, doing something i love to do.. i'm not sure if audit's for me.. but it definitely hasn't become something i love... now, it's all for the sake of status quo, giving myself more time to see things through..
that day yixin was msning me, and she was telling me about her life in ey now, practically like a desk bound job cuz she has no engagement since day 1 and for the past 8 weeks, she signed up for fitness first and has been going for gym/classes everyday.. morning she'll reach 7am just to go for gym.. she'll go during lunch too... and she feels so energetic after each lesson.. although she's also quite bored with nothing to do at work, she's kinda liking and getting used to such life style.. then we began to discuss, probably its a better option if we switched to a desk bound job, like tax.. then i began to think.. its possible for me actually... but i guess i'd stay in audit for at least a year before any other movements.. been hearing about people tendering resignation.. feels quite sad cuz we all came in together... but if the tough gets too much, i guess it cld be a better alternative...
looking forward to my family bbq on sunday to celebrate mid-autumn festival!! =) longing for a bbq man.. heex. oops xuan, next time for evofus!! =D
Written @ 8:01 PM
