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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
today, we had a good luff and time packing my room.. yeah its back to the time of the year to start clearing up my stuffs and rubbish and make my room sparkling clean! ok.. its jus because i return home every night laying things all over the table and i dun even haf time to sit down in front of my study table and do some packing.. so day by day, things accumulate and all over.. one word. MESSY.

glad i'm finally on leave for TWO WEEKS with kc.. got him to help me with the packing, the process was so much less painful.. than if i were to do it on my own.. thank u =) having plans to finally move up to my own bedroom.. so evacuated some personal collections in the study, and brought them up to the 3rd floor. but wow we were soo tired and running late for a dinner appt.. so.. study area is clear, while 3rd floor is all chucked up.. hee. nvm, mummy cant see.. =p

these few days have been like roller-coaster rides.. but the weird thing is the journey seemed to be going towards a down-direction.. and not peaking at all... there are things which i really hope wouldn't turn out the way i hated.. but they did.. but even if i voiced them out.. i'm still not able to make any changes.. i really dunno what to do.. cn i jus wait and have faith again?

aniwae, jus saw evofus email abt goin to jb.. well, looks like i won't be able to go again.. haha.. u n i both know why.. haiz.

feeling fatter each and everyday.. monday went swimming n realised my swimming skills have deteriorated soo much!... n i cant really hold my breath now.. --> shows hw lousy my stamina is.. hmm.. gotta swim more man.. with my new swim suit! (my fav colours blue and orange)

oh one more thing! i'm beginning to invest in an expensive hobby.. ==> collecting precious thoughts figurines.. oh yes its realli high-maintenance.. but i'm only intending to collect the disney series.. they really are so pretty and lovely.. i know i won't have a fairytale story.. neither a fairytale ending.. reality is really pushing me to the edge every time.. n i hafta bow down to the importance of money, savings and time.... hate reality.. but we dun haf a choice.. at least looking at these fairytale figurines give me dreams, at least just for that while. dun wanna explain too much.. guess u wouldn't understand.. or perhaps its jus a waste of money.. but at least these would make me happy.. sounds silly... so i bought my very first figurine for myself using my own money! its "snow white with three dwarfs".

i deserve a good break..

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 12:39 AM
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