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Thursday, February 02, 2012
Just hung up the phone.. I thought it all went well.. Why did I not just tolerate and let the call finish with a nice ending.. Why didn't I just jeep quiet with all the comments and feelings and just cry later don't Cry now...

Now, I probably gotta think of how to convince him again.. I need to start all over again..

It's so hard.. So difficult not to get upset with his hurtful words.. How can I not cry when he only sees my effort as nothing, and things that I do/think as the norm.. He doesn't appreciates the fact that I thought for him, I tried to stand at his view point and see things.. I think I only boosted his ego more.. But nth improved our relationship.. I thought he'll be happier and thankful that I understand.. But seems like it's just nothing.. Nothing to him..

Why am I so stupid.. Why am I so upset.. Yet he doesn't know..

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 12:36 AM
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