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Lost..
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Monday, April 16, 2012
Don't know why I'm having this lost feeling. Is it pms-ing? Or jus feeling emo for no reason.. I hate that time of the month.. Where all the lousy thoughts pop up from nowhere..

Feeling lost of direction, why am I at work, why am I not enjoy every min of my time and life and let them tick away.. Seconds by seconds..

I am supposed to be the most ahead person, every one thinks so.. Cuz I'm getting married.. But no one understands the fear I'm facing.. I'm supposed to be the one w most goals ESP in this year.. I have the house, the wedding , the photoshoot, videoshoot.. But I don't seem to be v excited abt them.. Why? I don't know..

Watching the Korean dramas made me feel even more sad but sweet at the same time.. It's the sweet happy moments that u are watching.. But I start to miss them thinking when will they happen to me.. And perhaps after marriage it's jus gonna get worse.. I miss the sweet times and I'm afraid how different it would be after marriage. But guess I can't really tell Keng Chuan all these.. He'll jus attribute it to " stop watching dramas".. But not on my fears..

Helpless..

                                                                                                          
                                                                                                             Written @ 11:57 AM
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